okayy this is yet the worst day of the month.why??
first of all its monday.the day that i olwaiz hate.but not the most.the day i hate the most is THURSDAY.because i hv an extracurricular.and i olwaiz hate extracurricular more than anything that has to do with school.
next, is my school. my parents paid a lot of money just to let me study in a place taht dun hv a generator. so it was hot. thankfully its not so hot.
next, gw ga ikut rapat excul.gw KABUR.yepp this day is olready bad enouff for me. gw tadi pagi tidur jam 2 bangun stnga 6!man 3 in a half hours to sleep!! no wonder badan capek bgt..
and last, HIM.

it's getting worst. gw pikir gw cuma akan ngefans aja ma dy.tapi.tadi gw jealous dy dket ma cw2 lain.
ARRRGGHH!!it's too silly!! tapi bneran deh.gw bner2 ga demen dy ada di dket mereka.WAT HAPPEN TO ME??!! i lyk older guys. but totally in love wit sumbody who's waaaayyy older than me??i nver thought i would take this too much!
and i haven't see him smiling or anythin.
dammit now his smile in my mind.again.dammit.

stop it.stop it.stop itt!
u way too sweet to smile lyk taht.
u r too perfect..

have u ever have a brother that is so smart and unfortunately,u're not so smart as he is??
taht is my problem now. see, he's just too smart for me. and me? so-so.
i dunno wat happen to my problem. but if i can trade it, i would trade it with einstein's brain to beat his brain.

im tired being not so smart lyk him.not so popular lyk him.everythin not so!!
hh.God help me.
i dont want to hate him.i dont want to mad at him. he's my bro that's why.
besides,he older than me. no wonder he's good at everything :)

well i'll grow up anyway

senin,ada tugas ngarang kwn.kwn?ngarang?hahaha baru pertama kali dalam sekali hidup kwn ngarang.tentang pasal2 pula haha aneh dah.lalu ada ulangan fisika.ha kapan ya fisika gw dapet bagus.itupun kalo remed.tcha menyedihkan. :D
dan lay-up pulaa??oh Tuhan gw ga perna bisa lay-up!!dan ga pernah latihan!!aaakkkhhh!!pa musii!have mercy on mee..TT.TT
haaa pak!nile jelek di or ga bisa gw terima.tapi gw ga bisa lay-up!!pak musii haruskah??

aduh jadi menciut ini nyali.tapi gw ga bisa beneran.tapi gw ga bisa mundur.krn gw bilang ma pa musi "imma fighter and not a loser" URGH!ME AND MY BIG MOUTH!i need a miracle.PRONTO!ASAP!!help?
lyk banjir gt.amen.
hahaa

just chat wit my friend.she's annoying!!everytym we chat she olwaiz ask for tomorrow's agenda.what am i??ur assistant???u shud pay me,girl!! >.<

well forget bout that.i'll change into indonesian language.im too lazy to translate them to english now.

tadi di gereja gw ketemu ayam lagii
antara senang dan ga.krn,gw antara suka dan GA KEPENGEN SUKA ma dy.oh,tumben dy dtg pagi2 tadi..
anyway,gw bolak balik kek lt 4,ke sekertariat 2x dan bayangin aja capeknya seberapa.well ga capek2 bgt sih.kecuali kalo lo pake high-heels gara2 jeans lo kepanjangan.dan plus tangga2 yang dilewati..yah cukup capek lahh.dan pas trakhir kali gw balik,gw capek bgt.dan tanpa gw inginkan,mata gw menuju ke ayam dgn sndirinya.and i saw him,err maxud gw,gw liat dy liat gw dengan tatapan yang lembut.i lyk taht.oh dan hari ini gw selalu membalas tatapan dy.aint that a gud,i mean bagus kan?brati gw ga suka2 amat lagi ma dy.krn pas gw sukaa bgt ma dy,gw ga bisa bales.but now,different.lagipula juga gw pny gbetan lain.its HIM.HIM.haaa ^^

senangnya besok ketemuan ma HIM.haha HIM.
aduh HIM.deg2an nih.haaa ^^

Hayden Panettiere and Milo Ventimiglia.
She's 18 he's 30.
i wonder if..
Me and Him
im 16 and he's..probably 20-sumthin
hell how shud i know??
oh and i love HaLo.they're so cute together!i love them ^^
then again,im jealous.how come Hayden be his GF???she's a lucky gal.

Him.

Him.

Him

♥ him
i gotta know his age.
i wanna be lyk HaLo!!aah so sweet :'')
i ♥ him
oh!i just saw his age.his 25

25-16=9 years

he's 9 years old.
FINE WIT ME!!hahahaha

waittt..isn't ppl usually lookin for wife/husband at that age??
hng.on second thought,not okay wit me.
HE'S 25 and he dont have any GF?
oh cmon he's gotta be kiddin' me.


i'll sign up :)

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www.perezhilton.com

it's not lyk it's my first tym write in a blog.i think i have..bout 2 or 3 blogs.but none of them mean sumthin to me.i mean lyk, the layout is just lyk that heck i dun rilly lyk it. but when i hv THIS CUTE AND AMAZING blog..I THINK IM GONNA STAY!!hahaa
well just lyk the usually i have nothing to write bout.hngg.. how bout i discribe myself  first?? imma teenage girl age 16,still a long tym to be a 17 girl,im sittin in tenth grade in my high school,THE MOST FAMOUS HIGH SCHOOL IN JAKARTA,SMA TARAKANITA 1*woohooo*
so yeah im from Jakarta,Indonesia.i have a bad scores :(  oh God help me out wat shud i do??im so addicted to internet i cant get my hands off!!this is kinda scary.hmmphh.

i olready have a boyfriend,we've been goin out for,get this,3 years and a half.amazing huh?not rilly.think our relationship went smoothly?nope.in fact,i just hv a 'break' wit him.u know,rest a lil',get my own space,breath a lil'.but in two days,we're back again.i cant believ how i missed him in those 2 days * but of course he's the one who wants to back again*

weelll i think its tym for me to goo..coz i got 3 TESTS for one day!!economics,physics and TOEFL.damn tests!damn u no-good-teachers.huurrgh i hate school.